swan song

[obeetaybee]

I mean...IS CHUCK GOD?? (To be honest, when the show started I had a thought that the Impala was God. I'm kinda glad it didn't go that way.)

I'm just a flail-y mess over here. I know part of it is I'm a PMS-y emotional wreck, but seeing Dean with Lisa and Ben at the end? Totally broke my heart a little bit because you can tell Dean's trying, trying so fucking hard but he's failing without Sammy. How is that peace for him? He'll never be at peace without Sam in his life. He'll always feel like there's something missing and I don't think he'll ever find true happiness without Sam. But he'll try, because he PROMISED and then one day Lisa will wake up and he'll be gone because the apple pie life ain't for him.


And then Sammy staring at him through the glass??

How am I supposed to make it to September? What if this had been the last episode EVER? This made me realize I NEED Sam and Dean walking off into the sunset. I NEED TO KNOW THEY'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER. My heart is just absolutely breaking at them being separated. (See, I TOLD you I'm a whiny PMS-y freak right now.)

My chest is all tight and squirmy and I need to try and formulate my thoughts better on this.

Or watch it again.





What about the loss of Dean's BATMAN voice when he stood outside of Lisa's door? How freaking awesomely vulnerable was that??



And I still have the Vampire Diaries and Bones season finales to watch! And I have to get caught up on House in time for Monday's season finale and and and...I think I need to go rewatch Swan Song again.

Comments

[lucklessforhim.livejournal.com]

I'm just a flail-y mess over here.

I KNOW. ME TOO! I don't even know what to say right now. I NEED MORE SHOW.

And, I tooootally think Chuck is God. And he probably brought Sam back somehow. (These are the only things I am relatively sure about in this episode.)

Ideally, for me, at the end Sam and Dean would be HAPPY. That is quite simply all I want for them.

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

There are some on my f-list commenting that Chuck (God) and Castiel were in on it together from the beginning. Very interesting theory, that.

[lucklessforhim.livejournal.com]

VERY interesting! I mean, I could see it I guess, but...I AM SO NOT SURE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE.

[applepie-x0.livejournal.com]

LOL! IMPALA GOD! OMG ME TOO! ♥

I know. I know. Sam and Dean .. they'll find their way back to each other.

and Dean is gonna be PISSED that Sam didn't find him sooner. ♥

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

I don't like the show where Sam and Dean are separated. Nope, not at all.

[applepie-x0.livejournal.com]

Haha me neither! it's a good thing that it won't stay that for too long ;D ♥

[who-favor-fire.livejournal.com]

I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO FUNCTION UNTIL SEPTEMBER!

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

YOU AND ME BOTH, BB!!

[liebesdammerung.livejournal.com]

asdgf

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

TOTALLY.

[applepie-x0.livejournal.com]

:( ohh I loved Lisa's momma voice! her 'shh Dean ♥' I was like *heart shatters* oof. *ded* & I don't even like her that much! ;P

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

His face there, his wooby face just killed me dead.

[applepie-x0.livejournal.com]

I know! :( and even at the end where he was sitting at the table you could tell that he still missed his Sammy SO much. ♥

[britomart-is.livejournal.com]

I ... I think Chuck is God.

I had to go back and re-watch to catch the loss of Batman voice. Lovely!

There is NO acceptable series end except SamandDean --> sunset.

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

I'm still not sure how I feel about Chuck = God. Seems a bit of a messy ending, you know? Even though I get where they were coming from, Kripke = Chuck, Becky = Us.

I still though, I can't see Dean being happy with Lisa in the long term. And that's really not fair to her or Ben at all.

[lazy-8s.livejournal.com]

I think that we are all going to have to throw ourselves into fan fic this summer (for therapy) and just hope that Sera Gamble fixes it next season. :)

[obeetaybee.livejournal.com]

Yes, this. That's the only way I'll be able to survive.