o b e e t a y b e e

title. keeping some demon down
subject. girl!sam/dean
warnings. heterosexual incest
notes. an imagined classic rock mix tape dean put together for sam.
this has been sitting in my itunes forever. i've finally gotten the gumption to get it together because i'm procrastinating on my het big bang. yes, i'm writing again. no, not the zombie story, the prequel. just shoot me.

girl!Sam is portrayed by Lyndsy Fonseca. Front and back cover under the cut, individual songs and zip uploaded to mediafire.

( you leave me wanting, always leave me wanting more )

title we're all mad here
subject girl!Sam/Dean and the twisted little world they live in
warnings bad language and heterosexual incest
notes Just something I put together, fanmixing is becoming addicting. Gets my mind off the fact my daughter and her friends almost burned down a barn today. Joy!

girl!Sam is portrayed by Lyndsy Fonseca. Front and back cover under the cut, individual songs and zip to uploaded to mediafire.

Graphics made with aviary. Jury's still out on if I like the program or not.


( it's such a sweet thing when you open up, baby )

So, I wrote this little story the other day.

And while I wrote it, I listened to this fanmix I made a million and half years ago in livejournal time.

I dithered, as I am wont to do about posting shit or not, because you know...fanmixes and photoshop are not my forte.

But then I decided, fuck it. Which is so much more my forte.

So here you go.

title twisted and drowned
subject girl!Sam/Dean and the twisted little world they live in
notes listened to on repeat while writing lament for lazarus. girl!Sam is portrayed by Lyndsy Fonseca. Front and back cover under the cut, individual songs uploaded to box.net and the zip to mediafire.
warnings uh, maybe bad language and heterosexual incest

( baby detonate for me )

( I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel about this... )

( Oh! And one more thing I just totally thought of!! )

And I still have the Vampire Diaries and Bones season finales to watch! And I have to get caught up on House in time for Monday's season finale and and and...I think I need to go rewatch Swan Song again.

title: i used to know you so well
fandom: supernatural
rating: adult
pairing(s): girl!sam/dean, girl!sam/sam, sam/dean
warnings: AU, incest, violence
word count: 33250
notes: Written for the Apocalyptic Big Bang challenge. Thank you so much to twivamp92 for the awesome beta, everything is right because of her, all mistakes are mine. Very huge thanks must go out to britomart_is, who_favor_fire and xphoenixrising for the invaluable feedback and cheerleading.

summary: The Devil has a contingency plan.

“—there’s a dead girl on your porch.”

pdf || doc || epub

fanmix: Gravity and Graceful Plans by twivamp92

title: truths that she learned
author: obeetaybee
characters: girl!Sam
rating: PG
wordcount: 100
summary: somethings she just has to learn the hard way


Bar voices melt into a static hum, townies and stragglers left on campus over the holiday using the New Year to drink to oblivion. Earlier, her intentions were the same but as the night wore on the buzz didn’t come.

The melancholy did.

Sober, she stepped outside, arms crossed against her chest, breath misting before her.

Missing him, she leaned against the wall and dialed his number. Somewhere, a clock chimed midnight.

Six rings before the message started. “You know what to do.”

“Hey…Dad, um, happy New Year.”

Severing the connection, she whispered, “I miss you both so much.”

-*-*-

Happy New Year everyone! I hope 2010 brings us all health, happiness and prosperity! (I have to be up at 5 am for a 6-2 shift, so I'm bidding 2009 adieu early!)

And because I'm a horrible panda who forgets things, thank you so, so much to speedcat93 for the lovely vgift and to deirdre_c for the e-card on Christmas! They were both very much appreciated!

2500 words
girl!Sam/Dean
warnings Adult, incest, early season one, very AU.
notes So, I’m in the process of writing this epic girl!Sam/Dean/Sam fic and because of that, I keep getting these little glimpses in my head of girl!Sam/Dean’s past. This is one of them. Comments and concrit welcomed, unbeta’d.

( It's like trying to slap a new coat of paint on a house that's crumbling and decaying underneath, ugly and sad and broken. )

even if the sky is falling down
4950 words
girl!Sam/Dean
sequel to murder now the path of must, for ephemerall who wanted more.
beta by the lovely xphoenixrising, everything is right because of her, mistakes are all mine.
title from Down by Jay Sean
warning adult, incest, pre show, very AU.

( because when school starts in the fall she’s pretty damn sure there won’t be any other girl who killed someone over their summer vacation and had their brother’s tongue in their mouth )

promise not to stop when i say when
Adult
2025 words
Sam/girl!Sam
His sorrow’s not so bitter he can’t taste hers, sour on his tongue.
Post season 3, pre season 4. So very AU. Beta by the lovely and talented britomart_is, everything is right because of her. Mistakes are all mine.

Title from Everlong, The Foo Fighters

( 9 pm is too damn early to be this damn drunk. )

razor blades
100 words
for spn_30snapshots
prompt table Paranormal State




one. fear


Mirrors taunt him, suffering with bad fluorescent lighting the truth he’s desperate to hide.

Dean glances at Sam's knuckles and silently reaches over the seat to hand him the first aid kit. After he looks again and sees the skin hanging in ribbons and the blood staining the sleeve of his shirt, Dean asks, why?

The truth hurts; acid burning up his throat, words catching behind his teeth and stopping there. He was strong enough to slit her throat and drink her blood. Brave enough to kill Lilith and release Lucifer.

The mirrors don’t hide how much he enjoyed it.